sifi's stuffSunday, September 9, 200711:52AM - its been years since i have been on here!yeah ok. well what has happend in the last 3 years ! ?/?/ well god has blessed me with a future wife :) and i am very very happy for that ! just been working and gettin my ged . just lovin my life and just seekin god. dont really hang with my church friends anymore. i just think those groups of peole who i thought were my friends are NOT! they just new me and that is it . i would want to hang and they would not call or want to . im over cross roads friends. i hate to say that but its true .but i really just cant stand when your best friend is in jail and the other is in florida trying to get his life straight and they dont give a sh** about me and im the only one who cares about them! and i try and more i try and they dont call or put me on the list to see them. im just sick and tired of trying for all my so called friends . all i really have is my jesus and my fam and my girl and my always best friend Drew . its funny the people that you have not even been best friends for a while stick with you and want to hang and call to see how things are doing. drew he is a really good friend. he maybe a red neck but hey theres nothin wrong with that! well im out im going to chill and drink a beer ! yes i said beer and a bad word . shoot me .lol . jk. i just got mad at that moment. noone is perfect! and yes i drink and i think if you know how to drink and not get drunk ,u should drink . your parents should teach you how to drink like mine have! just to enjoy it ! that is the greatest thing ever ! to know you can drink and enjoy and remember the next day what you did that night! welll out . c ya Current mood:  tiredCurrent music: tarkan Saturday, February 3, 2007Tuesday, September 26, 20067:28PM - your everythingi changed it a little lol "She's Everything" Current mood:  chipperCurrent music: brad paisley Monday, September 25, 20067:56AM - thank you jesusjesus thank you for protecting us saturday night! you protected all of us. even though ashleys car is gone its all good . i love you and thank you and cant stop thanking you. lord you not just protected us you made me really realise how much i love ashley and how much i care for her. lord it must have been you when i started to think about my car reack bc i prayed for us for protection. well lord you did! i love you lord. and and and thank you for this wonderful love im in with ashley and thank you she is such a blessing in my life and no one cant conperhind the way i feel about her. lord i have know clue what you have in store for us but lord i have a feeling its going to be what we bothe want! lord you are good and always good. your love shine in me and i love it. thank you again for protecting us! lord again heel ashleys chin and that small scar she has. lord thank you and i will not stop thanking you. thank you and thank you daddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current mood: lovedCurrent music: big stuff worship Saturday, September 23, 200612:48PM - just a good daywell i am waiting to go to atlantic staion with ashley and then go out to eat. ummmm man i love this weather we are having its just so good. i love it when it gets cold bc you can always get warm and if your hot just take a coat off. love it! im going camping next weekend with my dad and uncle and maybe tom ,i hope so. ummmm anyone w ant to go camping the day after thanksgiving . me and ashley are trying to get some peeps to go . we will be going to amicola falls and the people that drive will leave there cars in the parking lot . then everybody will get in the bed of my truck and go in to the national forest.well just give me a call if you want to go . Thursday, September 14, 20067:51AM - ouch yuppppppppppppppppI’ve never known a love like yours Current mood: tiredThursday, September 7, 200610:14AMyou by my side Current mood: cheerfulCurrent music: god Thursday, August 17, 20067:19AM - gods amazing love and kindenessyou guys god is amazing ! his grace and love and just being so darn forgiving! heloves you nomadder what you have done , he still gives yhou a second chance . i just love him so much right now and i pray that he keeps blessing me like he has with a beautiful girl and just his forgiveness . i praise you my lord and father ,you are my strenth when im weak . you love me . amen Current mood: lovedWednesday, July 26, 20068:25PM - gods amazing grace and forgivenessi dont know about you but, i love gods grace and forgivness. !!!!!!! Tuesday, December 6, 200510:39PM - im in love <3 and i dont care who knows it !Your lips speak soft sweetness Current mood: lovedTuesday, November 8, 200510:30PM - this is my song i wrote to my girlthsi is my song i wrote to my girl Current mood: im in love Tuesday, November 1, 20059:25PM - my heart akes when im not with uim in love and geting deeper in it.my love for u is so much i cant xspane how much i love u !u put a joy in me that i have never had in a girl before .someone who really cares and shows it !and that loves the lord so much and will pray over me man man man man man i cant stop thinking about what u are doing and ware u are and how u feel today ! baby if u need a shoulder to cry on ever thin mine is open always and i will whipe away ur teares away and look into ur green beautiful eyes and i dont even have to say anything bc u know what im thinking ! baby my heart is misssin u when u are not with me ! i have jesus i have everything i want just u are not with me right know and i want u in my arms ware we bothe are happy and feel great ! im not lonely i just have a love in my life not with me and i want u here with me everyday and just be withe me so we can pray and just be around each outher .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sigh <3 u still my heart again and u dont even know it ! Current mood: lovedThursday, October 27, 20058:51PM - i miss her!:(man i miss her tuch ,her smile that makes me just melt.her kiss that melts me away . her laph is so great !her love for god is the best thing about her !!!!!!!!.i mean it is awsome that i can pray with her and tell her almost anything and she listins . man and i want to hang with her so bad bc we only got to hang once this week bc of her parents and stupid work . but anyways about that .more about how god is interveening in my relationship with her .like i cant xsplane it .iv never been so happy and felt loved buy god and forgived it is amazing !and to find someone that u fall in love with and u know it is love TRUE LOVE ! that is is so sosososososo cool i love her so much she is so BEAUTIFUL !everytime i see her i want to give her a big big hug and never let go and hold her in my arms all day and threw the night . thin give her a long smooth slow KISS!she means so much to me . she is what i have been waiting for my whole life !!!!!!!her tuch is like soosoosoosooso nice and purer . i see God in her and i see the beauty in God in her. thats what makes her so beautiful ! im in love !she stills my heart and she never knows it with that face she makes when she looks at me with those beautiful green eyes . its little moments like that that capture my heart!!!!! Current mood: missin her :( Wednesday, October 26, 200510:23PM - i know i have nto been on in a yearwell church went good !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!man yall i dont know if yall are happy ware u are at but im happy i have a beautiful lovin girl friend and she loves the lord with all her heart !she is amazing man cant put wrds to it how gareat she is . and i have the lords greatness and forgivness and love and that is all i need well more than that but i love life ! Current mood: happySunday, July 10, 20059:07AM - i have a myspacegot a myspace so hit me there it is simon but there are like tons of me so just type in amyguacamole@aol.com my email well my moms so that is the way to get in so peace Monday, April 11, 20059:36PM - i miss Peru so badI MISS PERU SO BAD ...........ANTHANY WELMER I WILL COME BACK I HOPE ... I KNOW U ARE ONLY LIKE 7 AND U HAVE NO COMPUTER BUT I DONT CARE I MISS U MAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current mood:  sadThursday, March 31, 20059:11PM - i go to peru in like 24 hoursomg i go to peru yepe wahoo man i cant wait till sat yeah please pray for us and phil ... and pray that we all come back changed in our uneek ways and pray for protection over us and pray that God will be all over us during our talks with the kids and adults . thank u all for praying . Current mood: fullSunday, March 27, 200510:18AMJuan 19:19 Current mood: thankfulCurrent music: shane and shane Saturday, March 5, 200511:18PM - just want to be with the holly onePRAYER Current mood: yearning for him Current music: jason upton / will of God Tuesday, February 22, 20058:40PM - im so thankfuleJesus thanks for everything ,jesus is here ..jesus is here jesus is here. so we will sing together and dance till no end .my voice will crack the notes will shake ....the first time round.he turned a cheek this time round the sword unsheated the battle fought the war is one devil done , Gods kingdom come ,jesus has won so we'll sing out together anddance loud ...JESUS IS HERE! Current mood:  crazyCurrent music: OLIVIA heaven Navigate: (Previous 20 entries) |
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